An invitation into
The freedom and love we all long for
The Undoing is a profound spiritual homecoming.
A reclamation of the deepest, most sacred, parts of yourself.
Powerful parts, that have been hanging out in the background for far too long…
Tucked away behind eons of energetic conditioning that has trained you to trust and follow exclusively wounded Masculine programming.
Which often looks like:
Looking outside of yourself for validation, approval, and safety.
Mistrusting your own instincts and desires.
Diminishing your needs, worth, and value.
We do all of this 👆 as a means to survival, of course.
Because you’re a smart Soul, and realized early on that that in order to survive in this realm (and hopefully even try-to-thrive?) you would need to lean into your abilities to shape-shift and conform to Patriarchal standards.
Where people-pleasing, negating your needs, overworking, achieving, and masking your authentic desires reign supreme. (How sad is that, truly?)
But that time?
It’s coming to a close.
More and more women are waking up.
The Undoing is A big, beautiful alarm clock.
HERE’s the story of my PERSONAL wake-up call…
It’s 2019, the fresh start of a new year, and by all societal standards, I (Amy here 👋) am killing it.
I was running a thriving business, doing work I was deeply passionate about, and being asked to speak on stages by huge names in my industry. Book publishers and TV producers were hounding me for meetings. Everything I had been working towards and striving for was become a reality.
And if that wasn’t enough, I had recently met and fallen in love with a man who seemed to check every. single. box for what I had been looking for in a partner. And it was about damn time! I had been dating and healing and working on myself, and I was over-due for my own happy ending.
WOW. SO AMAZING. I AM THE LUCKIEST.
But behind the scenes? On the inside?
There were some things I was afraid to face…
For one: I was exhausted, stressed-to-the-max, and my body was starting to break down.
I was lonely, isolated, and overwhelmed. My days were full of work, which I loved, but not much else.
And my seemingly perfect new guy (a “conscious man” and coach himself) was starting to showcase some red flags that weren’t so appealing.
But I was confused!
Because from the outside looking in…everything looked so good.
I couldn’t make sense of my dissatisfaction, because I was getting everything I had ever wanted.
My body, my emotions, and my intuitive knowing were trying to tell me slow down and make some changes, but my mind and ego had very different intentions..
I convinced myself that my uncomfortable feelings were just a “block” I needed to work through, that I needed to trust this guy and not sabotage all this good stuff that was coming my way, that I would be crazy to hit pause or call it quits when clearly, my life was amazing! I just couldn’t see it fully.
Because sometimes, gaslighting yourself and denying what you know (on a deep internal level), feels easier than admitting what’s wrong and having to make some serious changes.
Despite my exhaustion, I didn’t slow down.
Despite my unease, I didn’t end the relationship.
Despite my stress, I couldn’t face that life was asking me to move in a new direction.
But I could sense that something big was shifting. Brewing. Waking up within me…
Hello, Big. Fat. Freaky. Spiritual awakening.
While all of the above was going on, I started having visions and psychic experiences. *gulp*
Communicating with spirits and guides. Sensing, and seeing, and feeling things that didn’t make any sense, but felt incredibly profound.
And this whole body of work — THE UNDOING — started appearing to me in visions and waves (before I even understood what it was).
I was pretty sure I was losing my marbles and knew I needed some support, so I began working with my first mentor in the realm of the Feminine (hi, Heather Allison!).
I learned how to tune into and trust my Feminine intelligence. To slow down and listen internally. To stay open, and allow myself to be guided. To surrender and stop being dragged around by my ego.
And that’s when things really started to fall apart, so they could be put back together in a brand new, Feminine-infused formation. And it all started making sense.
My body was breaking down, because she was trying to get my attention.
My spidey-senses were going off in this new relationship, because (despite his on-paper-perfection) this guy and I were trauma bonded and bringing out the worst in each other.
My nervous system was freaking out, because I didn’t know how to listen to my own needs and knowing.
My whole life was being disrupted, because the Universe needed to move me (and I didn’t heed the first 400 signs and nudges).
I REALIZED: I CAN’T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE.
So I said “fuck it” to the wounded, Masculine patterns I’d been running my whole life, and surrendered to the guidance and wisdom that was coming through me.
I left that misaligned relationship in about .5 seconds.
I majorly scaled back my workload and learned to say “no”.
I moved to the mountains (greetings from stunning Colorado).
And I started healing on all levels — physically, mentally, emotionally, and energetically.
It’s been over three years now of following a very different (Feminine-led) path, and I’m humbled and grateful to share that my life is nothing like it used to be.
I have more than enough time and space for me, and the things I enjoy.
I have a beautiful, supportive partnership where I feel loved, seen, safe, and challenged in all the right ways.
My business and work-life exist to support me and my well-being, instead of the other way around.
My days are slower and sweeter.
My breathing is deeper and easier.
And my relationship to life (and the Divine) is underscored by unwavering trust, unconditional love, and continuous awe.
Your story probably DOESN’T SOUND exactly like mine.
But on some level, we’ve all experienced different versions of this:
Losing ourselves in the chase for egoic, externalized fulfillment (the job title, the paycheck, the goal weight, the ring-on-your-finger, etc.).
Getting so caught up in trying to please and show up for others, that we forget to turn inward and take deep, nourishing care of ourselves.
Working hard and feeling like we have to prove ourselves through what we do, instead of relaxing into the inherent worth of who we are.
Attracting and getting swept up in relationships that are painfully misaligned, without even realizing it.
Settling for less than what we really want, and avoiding going after our true desires.
Ignoring our deepest truths, because admitting what we know means (potentially) having to make real changes.
Feeling frustrated or even broken, because what the heck is wrong with us?! Why can’t we just be happy with what we have? Why do we keep making the same mistakes? (I remember looking around my life during that time where I had everything I thought I wanted, and feeling so sad, alone, and ashamed because I was more miserable than ever.)
Here’s what YOU NEED TO KNOW:
There is absolutely nothing wrong with you.
You are simply a Feminine-essenced being who was raised in a dysfunctional Masculine world.
You have been taught to push through, perform, and prove yourself in an effort to gain control, security, and approval inside a system that was not built for you.
Ignoring your needs and worrying about everyone else is not an individual “you” problem. Nor is the excessive striving for outside validation.
Women don’t self-abandon or “play small” because they’re weak, broken, or not trying hard enough.
These are all symptoms of collective Patriarchal efforts to diminish and demonize Feminine power.
AND here’s WHAT i know:
Everything in this life is designed to bring you back into alignment with you and your power. Everything. Zero exceptions.
And that is a power that exists within you, not outside of you.
A power that is inextricably linked to your denied-and-dismissed Feminine energetic system.
A power that once activated, allows us to stop the chase.
No more trying-to-prove. No hustling for your worthiness. No settling for less.
This is what The Undoing accomplishes:
Looking at where you’ve been abandoning yourself for the sake of external, Patriarchal prizes and approval….
And lovingly bringing yourself back into alignment.
So you can be who you really are, and have what you truly want.
Please note that
This is a secret, early enrollment, pre-sale…
Meaning: I am not sharing The Undoing with the public just yet (although I will be soon).
So you get early dibs!
The pre-sale includes a $400 discount if you apply before November 15th, as well as numerous bonuses between now and the program’s official start in January.
Look below to see a breakdown of the program, as well as everything the pre-sale has to offer.
THE UNDOING 12-Week Immersion — logistics & DETAILS
🖤 Start date: January 30, 2023
🖤 3 Group coaching calls/month: Wednesdays @ 12-2pm EST
(4th week "off" each month for integration, reviewing course content, etc.)
🖤 Private online forum for questions, connection, and support in between calls
🖤 Full course content (teaching videos, meditations, practices, extra resources, etc.)
🖤 Group Movement & Meditation practices (schedule TBD)
🖤 Discounted pricing on optional 1:1 calls with Amy
2022 "Secret Pre-Sale" Bonuses
💣 $400 off the regular enrollment price if you enroll before November 15th
$1800 USD vs. $2200 USD — payment plans available
💣 $200 off the regular enrollment price if you enroll before January 1st
$2000 USD vs. $2200 USD — payment plans available
💣 Early enrollment "Drop Down & In" bonus group calls ($397 value)
December 7th, January 4th @ 12pm EST / 9am PST
💣 "Build Your Masculine Foundation" Mini-Course ($147 value) launching Dec 2022
💣 Free Access to all group Movement & Meditation practices through 2022 ($66 value)
Thursday, 11/17 @ 12pm EST / 9am PST
Friday, 12/16 @ 5:30pm EST / 2:30pm PST
What to expect from the undoinG
Short answer?
Anything and everything.
Something unique about this body of work is that it can (and does) apply to any area of our lives.
Want to work on your relationships?
Your body image?
A big career change?
The Undoing leaves no stone unturned.
The only caveat I highlight to women who are thinking about joining is that there is no singular, goal-focused outcome to this work, other than syncing up with your larger destiny and Soul purpose.
And that can sometimes look different than what our ego predicts or prefers…
So if you feel that expanding your business is part of your larger destiny and purpose, then boom! You are likely to experience transformation there. If you’re longing to call in great love and deepen your intimate relationships, beautiful! You’ll get to discover exactly what’s been getting in your way.
AND. BUT.
If/when we are attached to one particular outcome or goal as the source of our power, and that attachment is taking us off-course from our larger divine path, then pieces of that will need to surface to come undone (hence "The Undoing") before the growth and expansion you are desiring can become a reality.
Basically, everything in this program is going to be bringing you back into alignment with your Feminine truth, so you can be guided by that.
And what that ultimately looks like? Is part of the magical discovery process.
If you feel called to this work,
If you are ready for Feminine reclamation,
If you’re tired of working hard but feeling empty,
If you are over the “close but not quite” level of fulfillment,
If you can feel an inner ache for the energetic deep-dive that exists behind these doors,
You are welcome to apply below.
TOTAL VALUE
EARLY ENROLLMENT PRICING
Available through November 15th, 2022